I log on…occasionally

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Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

I log on…occasionally

Rachel | 20s | UK | She/Her |

2 weeks into a brand new flat with my best friend and basically had someone from the building move in…They invite themselves round every single day for hours at a time, I’ve never felt so drained. Given my mental state at the moment I feel like I could flip at any time. Is it too much to ask to have my own home to relax in.

My friend feels sorry for her as she seems lonely which is fair enough but having someone we’ve just met round every single day is a bit too much lmao She gets that to an extent but just keeps letting this person take and I swear I’m going to have a breakdown and seem like I’m the crazy one

I feel so stupid using tumblr just for all my shit but there’s nowhere else 😅

Nothing seems to block out the pain anymore. It just feels like I’m trying to keep my head above water. It’s so fucking pathetic that I’m letting such stupid things get to me but I can’t not. I’m not built for this. The only time I’m happy is when I’m pissed and don’t have to feel the pain

I just don’t want to be here please make it end I know I deserve to be happy and that’s what makes it worse why is it so hard to have I’m not a bad person why do the fucking cleaners have to come just as I’m crying wish I could have just been a mind conditioned Christian clone like I was supposed to be